Sober and lonely

I am so weird. lol, there is nothing normal about me; I am just an oddball!! I am a very happy person most of the time. I love people, I love my friends and I love life... but sometimes I just get REALLY sad... and nothing triggers it... it's just random and I can be anywhere.. i can be in a room with 293848 people and I just start to feel like the loneliest person in the entire world...

I'm not the loneliest person in the entire world...

so what sense does it make that I feel like this.

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