Lappy

I'm writing this here blog on my new comp!! i call him Lappy :) cuz strongbad calls his lappy and i want to be strongbad.. actually i want to be homestarrunner buuuuuut i'd take ne of um ! :) :) :) :) well thats about it for now...

<3megsta

if torture were any other word it would be girl friends

OMG! girls are soo full of drama. not the kind that you like to sit and watch on the tv, but the bitchy kind.. the kind you want to kick in the shins and run from.. ok so maybe the kind you like to watch on the tv.

no, in seriousness.. i hate girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they fight, and they get mad and I never do anything wrong.. " well molly's ur friend so you are responsible for her actions, therefore because she said something bad i'm mad at you!"

"no megan, you're supposed to make sure amanda, the girl who gets mad about everything, doesn't ever get mad at my spoiled ass so I'm leaving!"

gei.
Megs

if torture were any other word it would be girl friends

OMG! girls are soo full of drama. not the kind that you like to sit and watch on the tv, but the bitchy kind.. the kind you want to kick in the shins and run from.. ok so maybe the kind you like to watch on the tv.

no, in seriousness.. i hate girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they fight, and they get mad and I never do anything wrong.. " well molly's ur friend so you are responsible for her actions, therefore because she said something bad i'm mad at you!"

"no megan, you're supposed to make sure amanda, the girl who gets mad about everything, doesn't ever get mad at my spoiled ass so I'm leaving!"

gei.
Megs

drunk=depressant.. my bad

if i couldve just remembered those simple words.. alcohol is a depressant. i feel like shit.. complete shit.. i have only felt this bad once in my entire life, and obviously i'm sober enought to blame it on alcohol and spell it correctly.. so wtf is wrong with me?? knowing Nick is right next door doesn't make it n e better.. why am i so fucked up.. this just fucking blows.. if people couldve just been happy for me instead of putting me down all the time about our relationship maybe i wouldn't feel so god damn shitty.. i don't want to blame other people.. but i can't help it.. everyone tries to tell me what to do and being the people pleaser that i am i always listen and see where that got me.. unhappy. why can't people just let me be happy... i don't want to cry n e more. but i miss him a lot. a lot more that people know and that is the worst part about it.

homstarunr

All I have to say is.. LAZER QUEST ROOOOOOOCKKKKKKKKS :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

i will shoot you.

~Homstarunr... (thats my alias TEHHEEE)

Ultimate Crush

So, I am wondering.. does everyone have an Ultimate Crush. definition: Maybe someone you've dated or just someone you've known for a long time and had a crush on and you don't really want/need to be with this person but you know that you will crush on them forever. Just like, in the back of your mind you know that you will love this person forever. Hm cuz i have one! lol. it's kind of weird though because it's not like i want to be with him, i really don't want to date him... but i know that he is my dream guy and i'll crush on him till the day i die. lol.. hmm odd? idk.. who here has an ultimate crush?

a lil Q and A for the folks at home ;)
<3Megs

when the lights go out, move location.

So tonight was killer fun! I went to Holmes Lake and played sand volleyball with the most random people ever! and i saw people i haven't seen since graduation, which hasn't been that long but still.. it was soo fun! then the lights turned off and we all went to this kids house and just chilled. it was uber fun, it reminded me of how much fun summer can be.

i don't think i'm going back to HyVee.. lazy or smart idk?

<3 all my love, Megs

consider it even, megan 0 world 0 we all win with losing numbers

So, it seems the world is not perfect and does not revolve around me, too bad, i had my whole theory worked out and written in ink. Now my manuscripts must be burned and thrown in the wind as a whisping reminder of my scientific retardation. :)

So this summer is mysteriously dissapearing and nothing is going the way i want it to. i have no motivation to complete the tasks i'd decided to accomplish this summer and so my hopes of ever reaching my goals are deteriorating as i type. literally, i could be doing something else *coughruncough* but instead i decide to sulk and type at my computer which i could do any time of the day.

What a tragic box this mind can be....
girl did not get the guy.. shut the storybook.

<3Megan "the stud" Leigh

Thought of the day...

You know what I was thinking just now... do ya? i was thinking @!#$ boys.

This is a summer of celebration. I will not cry on the shoulder of another, i will rise above the emotions and settle for nothing but the best of the best ! because today is my day and so is tomorrow and the next, and what a waist it would be to sit here and cry.

crying sucks.


crying over. beleted. < compliments of homestarrunner.com

<3> Leigh

Flusteration

I am fairly flustered/frustrated about a pretty sucky sitch that i have continuously in the back of my mind, itching to surface. i miss someone who i should not miss. and they couldn't care less about the entire situation. 1. this is completely selfish of me to even consider being upset about it, i was the one who pushed the other away. 2. i should b over it, thats what i do. get over it and move on. 3. i hate feeling hopelessness.

its upsetting to not get my way.

A message from the spoiled brat society :/