Flusteration

I am fairly flustered/frustrated about a pretty sucky sitch that i have continuously in the back of my mind, itching to surface. i miss someone who i should not miss. and they couldn't care less about the entire situation. 1. this is completely selfish of me to even consider being upset about it, i was the one who pushed the other away. 2. i should b over it, thats what i do. get over it and move on. 3. i hate feeling hopelessness.

its upsetting to not get my way.

A message from the spoiled brat society :/