drunk=depressant.. my bad
if i couldve just remembered those simple words.. alcohol is a depressant. i feel like shit.. complete shit.. i have only felt this bad once in my entire life, and obviously i'm sober enought to blame it on alcohol and spell it correctly.. so wtf is wrong with me?? knowing Nick is right next door doesn't make it n e better.. why am i so fucked up.. this just fucking blows.. if people couldve just been happy for me instead of putting me down all the time about our relationship maybe i wouldn't feel so god damn shitty.. i don't want to blame other people.. but i can't help it.. everyone tries to tell me what to do and being the people pleaser that i am i always listen and see where that got me.. unhappy. why can't people just let me be happy... i don't want to cry n e more. but i miss him a lot. a lot more that people know and that is the worst part about it.
posted by Megan Leigh @ 11:11 PM
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Megan. I'm sorry you miss Nick. I'm also sorry if you felt pressured into breaking up with him. That was never my intention. Yes, I wasn't too happy about the whole situation, but as much as you can't help that you like him, I can't help that I don't. I hope you can forgive me if you are upset with me about this. I love my little megsta even if you don't always do things I agree with. Look at me, I'm always doing things you and the rest of the fam hate/make fun of me for. Heck, mom's new thing is telling me that I need to break up with Kyle. Don't be sad, be happy. You have so many boys to come it isn't even funny. I know you feel like you losing something great right now, but I think you'll be pleasanly surprised by what is yet to come.
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