Bittersweet

Today was a very Bittersweet day. It was my very last day of high school. Yes folks *folks is code word for Courtney* Megan Leigh has graduated from high school.. amazing i'm know! So why bittersweet and not just SaWEET.. well actually i'm a little bit sad from this recent upgrade. As I walked out of my last class... ever... I felt a tinge of sadness in my heart. Then I went to Rheta's house, this lady that I hang out with on Tuesdays and Wednesdays cuz she has alzheimers...<--iDk how to spell that S... anyway, I love hanging out with her! i think that she is an amazingly funny and bright woman, but as i entered the comfort of her living room, i felt another short tinge of sadness, thinking of the rapid strain that rapidly forces her into forgetfulness, and sometimes she doesn't even remember me! not only a sad thought, considering I hang out with her twice a week, but also a scary thought, i never want to lose my memories... Another small bitterness that took away from my graduation excitement is the fact that i broke up w/ a boy today.. not so much it was sad for me, but it sucked doing it because he would not let it happen without a fight!! I don't like boyfriends.. i'm not much of a "tied down" kinda girl.. and he just didn't get it.. another thing that makes this anecdote somewhat humerous is the fact that we'd been dating for two weeks.. and he was literally distraught about it.. hm i think i made a good choice.. can you imagine what would happen if it woulda been a year or something.. nope.. me either. ANY WAY.. while the bitter taste resides in my mouth.. it was still a semisweet day, which makes it better than a bad day.. so Rock On Nebraska!! keep the good times a'rolling AND GRADUATION BITCHES!
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MEGs

wowsers

So I've been reading through some previous blogs that I wrote and I realize my demeanor was rather ..... depressed... i'd just like to step in and say, i'm not that depressed. I suppose younger days had me a lil upset but as of now i'm feeling fine, so if you were worried, you as in the hypothetical person that reads this blog, you don't have to worry anymore! :)

The only thing thats really getting me down today is the fact that it's raining cats and dogs outside and it's the day of my Grad Party.. thats right people, my backyard hawiian tiki torch shindig and it's all going to be ruined because God hates me....

Other than that.... i'm just a regular girl.